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hey guys! this is gonna be a little short since I have to finish up some history questions, but i'm actually feeling really happy rn! my far cry 5 adventures have been glorious! i am going to Destroy john seed in my quest to complete this game. him and faith are but simple obstacles on my way to SAVE STACI PRATT!! god im so excited to see my favorite wet cat man
far cry 5 somehow has given me the ability to. feel? again? the past two days the hour or so I've spent has, embarrassingly, become one of my favorite hours of my life. playing it on call with a few friends made me feel like. a person. somehow. i really like that I think it should happen more often
shout-out to deputy staci pratt for making me feel like an actual human being again this man was the far cry 5 gateway and i'm having so much fun!! will update you guys on my game progress sporadically!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: arguing with thermometers - enter shikari

hello, dreamwidth! i have been. busy. recently. school has decided to drive me insane. i have had 6 tests in the past two weeks, two on the same day. i crave some sort of escape. i may be in the midst of some sort of episode
i recently found myself researching small's lighthouse, a horrible tragedy that happened in 1801
small's lighthouse was a highly dangerous lighthouse off the coast of wales, manned by two keepers - thomas howell and thomas griffith. they were known to hate each other, and when griffith died in an accident, howell was worried the authorities would arrest him for a murder he didn't commit. he kept his partner's body in a makeshift coffin- but the winds blew it open, letting griffith's arm dangle within view of one of the windows. the wind made it look like griffith was beckoning howell outside.
i don't know why i wanted to post about this . it just seemed important

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: it's time! - femtanyl

sorry for no post yesterday. was busy seeing cousins ! finally home today, here’s how it went:
my cousin is a limbus fan! she ships ishdon like me!! i’ve never been so happy to go to a family reunion. there was someone who actually got what i was saying and KNEW WHO ISHMAEL WAS!! insane !!
my other cousin did not know who ishmael was but she did show me gnarp gnarp gifs which was very appreciated (i love alien gnarp gnarp)
no weird philosophical shit today, i’m just happy to be understood and accepted. i went for a walk in the cold with them and their dog and it was cold. i watched the sun fall across the sky shivering in a sweater because i was too cowardly to put on a jacket. so, as the sky melted into a shade of deep red, i found myself worrying my fingers would freeze off after seeing the 5th image of an alien cat.
today was a good day . 10/10 moment very cool!

good morning guys! here to announce i have a crippling system of a down addiction now. whoooops. also lost in hollywood is the best SOAD song- know thats an unpopular opinion but like. im right though. sorry.
i really like the song because (1. it sounds cool!! and (2. the meaning
hollywood has a tendency to chew up and spit out people with talent, who showed up to create art and are now working themselves to death on a vfx-overusing project that will participate in the ouroboros that is now our taste in art. corporations will use this constant drip of money like an IV, money slowly trickling into their veins as the same crowd spins in and out of the cinema doors. originality is almost dead. we had to fight for them to not replace us with machines. and they still might.
how many people have been left to rot by sunset boulevard?
i've fallen out of love with the executives in suits, who strap creatives to a ticking time bomb. i've fallen out of love with hollywood. sorry
thanks for the memories, silver screen. good morning!

Current Mood: apathetic

ive been thinking about this one radio station website i saw a few months ago. it was a radio station perched at the very top of the world, rasping lovely songs amidst the frost and terrible snow. i wonder how it can persist up there, observing the polar twilight and listening to the wind for messages. i dont know if its really up there, but i'd like to think it is. imagining the beautiful, somehow full sound persisting despite the snow trying to smother it gives me hope.

here's the site, have fun!

Current Mood: contemplative

today's been a day.... and it's not even done... auuugh . time is like a shifting entity, a creature, a pile of sand that keeps slipping through my fingers. i blink and it's the end. i blink and a second has passed. my memory has a sliiiight tendency to slip somewhere else and Not tell me important stuff. today has been a strange whirlwind of activity, and here i stand, with leaves in my hair and a broken pencil in my hand. we were doing so well five seconds ago. auuuuuuugh ..... i need sleep.... SO excited to nap

thanksgiving give me strength!! excited to see family in two days, gonna be pretty cool as i havent seen a few cousins of mine in a few years. its gonna be cool to reunite with them (even if it might be a bit awkward). i WILL show them pictures of ishmael from limbus company (i am insane)

Current Mood: confused

have you ever rotted at a desk, waiting for something better? i dream of a world that stretches long past my peripheral. i dream of adventure, to hear cries of "ALL HANDS!" ringing in my ears as the storm crashes against what has become my home. i want to be everywhere, at every time, an omnipresent traveler with wide eyes and a book, writing down his adventures with a euphoric fervor. i want to see everything. i want to be everything and everyone all at the same time. if we are all connected, i want to be able to touch those connections with my own two hands. i long for salt and spray ! i want to be in touch with my hands and body, walking into the infinite horizon! i'm going to be someone one day, and i'm not going to know i made it until someone tells me. you can find me on the beach, holding a plastic bag of shining, curved shells and smiling . god knows i want to.

feeling pretty captain ishmael today !

Current Mood: quixotic

hi hi hi im ishmael and this is my first post to this blog :) im a little writer guy and im funky,,,, im really excited to be here and post random stuff !! glad to be here :3

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Location: HELL!!!!!!!
Current Music: none </3

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ishmael update

smalls lighthouse

feeling 10 feet tall

lost in hollywood

arctic outpost radio

the day isnt over........

I WAS BORN TO SAIL THE SEVEN SEAS!

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